Monday, September 30, 2002

morbid alert:
How compelling is it to blog a suicide? Is it sick? Is it insensitive? Is it twisted? Does it matter whether most of the people who read your weblog were strangers? But then how about the people who knew you personally? At least they'd have answers, no mystery as to what you were thinking, what was going through your mind. And what about science???!! The psychiatric community could go crazy!!! OK, that last one was a joke.

Unfortunately, that's not the way I'd want to go. I just find the idea compelling. I'm sure it's already been done. When I gotta go, I wanna just disappear, no body, no funeral, no witnesses, no proof. Ergo no computer around.

current soundtrack: Deadweight - "Stroking the Moon"