I am a lump of coal in this world. I am a barren lifeless asteroid hurdling around the sun. Where there is light on a movie screen, I am the shadows. On the surface of this world, I am what may be described as a "low-impact" soul. And this is why I have been able to continue existing. Because if I were living true to my life, which fully and richly recognizes and appreciates death as part of the life-cycle, I wouldn't be here.
That's horrible.
Now I feel bad for myself.