Getting this journal back on track.

To make it say what I want it to say.

This is a journal. A record. Not a fucking blog. I don't care who reads this, I don't care how pathetic or petty I sound, I don't care who I offend or alienate, I don't care who I bore...

Even forcing this is being self-conscious, but it's a necessary step for it get less self-conscious.

Fuck, my blog is in therapy.