FUUUUUCCCKKK, STOP!!

No! I know what I'm going to do and I am going to do it, but not with this kind of pressure.

Not with this kind of pressure, not with this feeling that I'm pushing myself too fast or when I'm not ready.

It's not too fast, and I am ready, just . . . whoa. OK? Whoa. I can go now, I can go tonight, I can go next week, but I will not go feeling like . . . this.

Just get the fuck away from me. Please.