My relationship with my blog has taken a turn for the worse. The Tour de France is the obsession of my days and I can't wait until it's over. It's about dreams, striving for something I'll never attain and being someone I'll never be. Same with music, plugging along, recording ideas, but knowing that I'll never complete or write a song alone that I will like.

And in other news, I can't recall the last time that I laughed. Once the Tour de France is over, I'm gonna leave this blog alone until I can laugh again.

current mood: listening to a college radio station and being stunned with Modest Mouse's "Edit the Sad Parts" playing.