Friday, August 23, 2002

Whenever people gave notice at the firm, they would be veritably chirping their last few days. We are expecting the lay-offs to be tomorrow. This afternoon, I felt that euphoria and understood it. It's a euphoria of change, of the anticipation of not being in a place you don't want to be in anymore, which is why you gave notice. If I don't get laid-off, I will come home and shoot myself. More likely, I will come home and realize I don't have a gun and not shoot myself.